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Jun. 3rd, 2006 | 05:12 pm

Your right..idk who reads these nemore
i havnt written on this thing all because of myspace
i think myspace is the devil, it has gotten me addicted
sometimes i feel incomplete if i dont come home n check it
but i will continue on this journal thing

school is out, jobs are in
recieved diploma at graduation
made loads of money
went on a road trip
spent all the money
now im home sick
im not really sick
but i wish i could be
i like my job
because its so easy
"Just friends" is so fitting
because it explains my whole life
no body likes me
im drinking Vault
i have 5 dollars for tonight
She ignores me
she hates me
she wants to be friends
she want to forget
she wants freedom from me
she wants redemption
she wants a fresh slate
she wants to hang out
she hates me..

ok well it has been nice gettin back to the livejournal world
now i must get back to my addiction...Myspace...
im sure no one reads these but wutever..life sucks

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giggles

Mar. 21st, 2006 | 05:06 pm
mood: gigglygiggly

do i love her...uh huh
do i need her...uh huh

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blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Mar. 18th, 2006 | 11:29 pm

i just wish she would understand me better
theres like no trust what so ever
hopefully she will see the real me
but until then i will be the best i can be
im not hear to judge, impress, or fight
i just want her to know that i miss her
and i would be appreciative of what i got
if she would come back to me..oh loverly

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Mar. 4th, 2006 | 11:46 am

To all who can concur, that being without her is like having no eyes, ears, or mouth.
Not being able to see is not cool with me;deaf and mute,definitely not cute!
Its like lying in a fire, which I have no desire.Being put down simply because you care;is like taking you by the head and ripping out all of your precious hair.
Regretting and Repenting…psshhh..Sitting there waiting for whats to come, is a very long sit if the person your waiting for doesnt know shes the one!
Wishing it was easy as 1,2,3...is bad!Nothing is free, everything that can go wrong will, and until you find your soul mate, your heart is going to get broken.
Tears will shed and explanations will be non-existent.
You search for answers to why and how it happened but everything goes blank…
Love is blind!
Goodnight and good luck Florida!!

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sam is a bad person(thats a nice way to put it)

Dec. 31st, 2005 | 12:01 pm
mood: crushedcrushed

well...couldn't sleep last night. kept on waking up and asking myself why this all had to happen.
Why did she do this to me, she led me on to believing she liked me, when it was all just a joke.
Every car ride, every visit, every "date"...was nothing to her. she was just finding a way to crush me.
As i told her, it was all a game, and i played, n obviously lost.
Oh well that's what i get for liking someone, i really did like her.
I guess i went looking for love instead of love looking for me!
Now i don't know whether to be her friend or not..she says oh now we can be friends.
We were always friends, i never dated her and never tried anything with her, so yes we were friends.
Friends aren't supposed to fight, or play mind games on one another.
I know i just have to move on now, and put all this past me, because i cant let this affect anyone else.
But this puts the icing on a great year, but a not so great month..
Thank you sam, FOR NOTHING!!!!!

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mint ice cream is the sh*iet*

Sep. 7th, 2005 | 11:21 pm

hello.....wow long time!...ok bye now

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Jun. 5th, 2005 | 04:28 pm
mood: speechless

Today was one of the hardest days for me, and im sure im not alone...R.I.P. Jason....u were loved by many people!!!
Good to see everyone that went and if i cried on u im sorry...see u all later...

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Like a fat girl playin dogeball....OUT!!!

Apr. 27th, 2005 | 06:11 pm
mood: blankblank
music: Weird Al-The Oreo Song

How §o quickly a friend§hip fade§ ..a§ i §it here full of di§§appointment and regret...ju§t wondering where it went wrong..how it wa§ there and now that it§ lo§t it feel§ like it wa§ never there to §tart off with...how can that be i mean come on wut the hell happened..li§ten i really dont know why but i had a funny feeling about u and i kind of §aw thi§ coming §o i gue§§ there§ nothing el§e to §ay except...bye§.

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yay

Mar. 30th, 2005 | 09:50 pm
mood: sleepysleepy
music: "Aint that a kick in the head"-Sammy Davis Jr.

I LOVE YOU!!!!!

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Mar. 29th, 2005 | 09:11 pm
mood: calmcalm

1.Ant
2.Fat Old Lady
3.Sidewalk
4.Trip and fall

Ok so suppose u are an ant, you know out scavenging for some food to bring back to the Queen ant or else she will kill you and let all the other ants feast on your body.....nm that , ur an ant ok....An Old Lady is walking on a wet sidewalk and she trips and falls...u want to laugh at first, ya know ur instinct is to do that ..but wut if ur that ant , you would be like oh crap , a fat lady just landed on me....Now its not so funny is it?

Love is grand, but divorce is a hundred grand!!
Love:
It comes with the things u expect and certainly the things u dont, and maybe those unexpected events were enough to distract u away from ur primary love and turn ur attention to someone else, but then come to find out u cant love them for who they are because u are blinded by ur sweethart, who in fact u know u will not stay with throughout all of ur life, unless ur love is abundant and too excessive and nothing can break ur love for eachother up....well at least not rioght now!!!

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